**********CHAPTER ONE**********CHAPTER ONE*************CHAPTER ONE***************
-”Are you a hippy?”
Assi; “yes.. well depends how you would describe a hippy”
for most people it means something to do with the 60s flower power generation. Having a specific label isn’t the best thing, obviously for some its the worst thing to meet a hippy, he must be taking drugs, stealing money and stuff. In San Francisco I have seen many drunk bums asking for money in the streets; young ones, old ones. They probably fit in the ‘hippy category’, so in that case, no thanks, I am not a hippy.
-”Are you a Gypsy?”
Assi; “ yes... well no... I am not a Romani, my Grandfather was a jew from Romania, escaped the Nazi regime and immigrated to England and even served in the 1st World War as a Taylor in the British Army”.
- There is no connection between the Romani Tribe and the State of Romania. ‘Romani’ is the real name for the people we call Gypsy. in fact, it’s not a nice name, its a nick name for people who look like Egyptians. It’s like saying ‘Nigger’ for a black man as if he comes from Nigeria.
-Why Humans look for labels all the time, and why do we destroy the planet ??.. this is what I really care about. The kind of questions people ask actually reflect the level of consciousness they are in. and yes, we are different. we vibrate on different levels.
-”Are you better than me?”
Assi; “Its not about better or worse. we vibrate on a different level, our level of consciousness is different, our awareness is on different paths, we make different choices, we notice different things and we are sensitive on different levels, we attract different energies and create our realities according to our subconscious desires, we have different powers. We are different humans that play different roles. We should continue to respect one another, accept each others differences and fulfill our missions on this planet according to our individual potentials. Each one of us has a place.
(But there is a big ‘BUT’ here my friends. and I don’t like this word.)
BUT we must take responsibilities for our actions. We do pay the price for being unaware. We do get many warnings to transform our ignorant behaviour, and if we choose to stay ignorant we do pay the price.
Assi; “If You choose to be the blind, you will always pay the cost. don’t forget where you come from, mother nature loves you most!”
- Why do we destroy the planet? this is something really want to know. and I thank the ‘Universal knowledge’ for giving me so many clues.
I kinda know the sad answer already, let me share some of it;
-We are (f)sucked up in the Male energy period of time in our history.
These kind of energies choose to compete, to play aggressive, to conquer, to rape, to be greedy and lusty, It all comes out of fear; fear of loosing, fear of extinction.
-The root of the problem is luck of love so let me repeat the golden line;
ALL WE REALLY NEED IS LOVE
The Beatles are one of the greatest bands ever, giving us positive music, spreadind wisdom. made us think and become better humans. So was Bob Marley, Michael Jackson and many more other new age artists, they all gave us hope, they played the role of the Prophets of our time as far as I am concerned, The Church of Reggae and Rock n Roll. I was inspired by all this as a teenager, I didn’t even know why I was determined to be a famous artist, I was probably looking at my own ego, but thats fine as long as I knew what path I was choosing, at least I was clear I was following my music wherever it takes me. It took me to London, Goa/India, Ibiza, Mexico, San Francisco, Vancouver BC.. pretty much the hippy and spiritual capitals of the planet. Yes I became a spiritual believer. I was raised jewish but had too many questions, I didn’t receive the answers I was looking for so as a teenager I chose to abandon my jewish faith and believe in Rock n Roll!!! slowly slowly I transformed to Reggae Music a few years later. now I accept my jewish past and the Cabalistic mystic knowledge that lies way beyond the limitations of A controlled religion. I think for myself, trust my feelings, having a direct connection with the ‘Universal Knowledge’ we call ‘God’(Such a confusing word! Better I stop using it).
-Rock n Roll made me feel glamor, I was living 12 years in London drinking fancy alcohol and experimenting with powder, dressed like a prince and shook my body on stage, had pretty looking girlfriends and cool cats all around me but I wasn’t happy. I could have ended my life or would’ve died in some other sad/ mysterious ways just like the rest of the Rock n Roll legends. I never made it to any commercial level in my own standards, was living in London struggling to pay my bills. If I would succeed, become famous and political I would probably get assassinated, it always seems to end up in death, so I continued to enjoy it while I could; Live Music, Parties, Sex, Weed, Alcholol - this is what I call Rock n Roll!!!
- Luckily I quit in time. I didn’t want to burn myself out, Lucky I never smoked any fags, hardly took any drugs, I don’t believe in destroying my body just because we all gonna die.. the meaning of life must be more than that.
-“All you need is love” mantra echos at the back of my brain, Lucky I became a Beatle’s fan early in my life, young enough to receive that mantra for ever. Later I found out this line was given to John Lennon by the Maharishi Yogi, the original Beatle Guru. This is a perfect example of East meets West. The Western World is lost in greed, war and confusion while the Eastern world is helping us with the solution. Giving us the sacred teaching; “ALL WE NEED IS LOVE” time to celebrate, we know the answer now, so lets spread it and share it with the whole world. Why burn myself out in Rock n Roll when I can be another messenger spreading love?? It does feed my Ego thinking I choose to be a prophet but whatever works, I found a place for myself here in this confusing planet of contrasts. I could be a dentist and help my community, telling all my friends I am a Pilot or a Car Racer. Whatever I choose would feed my ego, get me a chick, maybe marry, get kids and support a family... its all about my ego, its all about what one wants for himself;
looking for a job to look good, Marry a woman to look good, getting children to look good.. to own a nice big family, own a house, own a car, own money. We all want to be Kings and Queens, we all want to look good.. so we make constant decisions based on wanting to look good.. then we find out later that it might not be good for other people, it might not be good for the planet, and maybe not even good for us… we were so observed in our own desire we forgot there is a whole universe out there.. yes we acted out of ignorance, but that was the past, we are not ignorant now. Ten years later we realize we still act out of ignorance.. but then we still look back and say “well that was in the past”... one never admits he is ignorant. One has fears of being stupid, but no fears of being ignorant because it is OK to be ignorant if everybody else is ignorant as well.
We are so ignorant we have no indication or reference. When we meet a special human that has transcended his ignorance we decide weather he is Good or Bad, A God or a Lunatic. We label him as a fanatic, A crazy person and look for reasons to bring him down until we eventually kill him but once he is dead we warship him as a saint. That goes all the way back from the Jesus story via Gandhi, Lennon, Marley and Michael Jackson.
- So I chose to be a Musician, A Prophet and a Gypsy. Lets see what happens.
-I used to have fears of death because i know what I know, live what I live, it can upset ignorant jealous people who want power or want to feel good with their comfortable ignorant life, but those fears are gone. I am very happy to live my truth, I recommend each and everyone of you to live his truth. Truth is the key to understand this book, truth and faith has helped me become who I am and experience what happened. When there is light there is no darkness. This simple wise line has given me the power to shine and be strong with what I believe. Having said that, I will not go and upset people, will not go in the streets shouting "This is what I believe", I will not tell anyone things he/she is not ready to hear, because he/she will get upset. His/Her level of evolution is not ready to receive valuable gold, he/she will trash it, hurt me and be upset himself/herself.
The only way people can listen is when they choose to listen, when they are curious about something.. or when they are entertained: listen to music which is in harmony, watch a movie, a show etc..
This is why I chose to be a musician, and to be an example of inspiration by simply living my truth. it will attract whoever is attracted. I am not attached, I am experimenting with life, observing where it takes me and who is attracted to me… Enjoying the Process!!!!! You are welcome to join the club of Light Workers!!! Read on, I love you.
**********CHAPTER TWO**********CHAPTER TWO*************CHAPTER TWO***************
- I never knew I’d become who I became, A musician, Gypsy, feeling like a prophet in a mission to save the planet.. I was always a dreaming kid, drawing, thinking, playing with life, playing music, being constantly entertained on my own.. I thought I might become a famous musician as a teenager, I thought I might have my own ranch with horses, but I never thought I’d be a world traveler, a surviver, manifesting realities like a magician, hanging around foreign places with no money, alone yet in trust, feeling secure I am always at home.. Mother Earth is my home.. I don’t know who I am anymore, where I belong, where i am going, what is my purpose in life, what is my mission, what gives me the power and the motivation to keep on traveling.. I think I know the answers.. but many times I forget the essence of my body and soul, forget who I am.. get caught in sadness, in fear, in confusion and wish I had a more comfortable life.. These kind of thoughts happen usually when I suffer.. luckily I didn’t really suffer that much.. the only thing that made me suffer was lack of money! being stuck without food, a place to sleep, or money for a bus, train or plane ticket.. that’s when I felt like a bum, my ego was playing with me, making me feel I am a looser.
The mind, oh the powerful thing we have in our brain makes us suffer so much.. I am such a wonderful being yet I keep feeling unworthy... Theses are such common thoughts among traveling nomads, truth seekers, artists looking for inspiration or anyone thirsty for change and adventures. Those moments of loosing our powers, getting sucked into negative thoughts can really put us down and create an unhealthy reality that could lead to sad dramas.. there is lots of sadness in the world, lots of Drama.. therefore we should continue to remind our selves we have not come that far in our life journey for that.. we have not walked all this way to end up in A Sad situation... oh no no no.. we are beloved beings, we are loved, we are cared after.. we might not know this in times of darkness but there are beings out there that love us so much.. we are beautiful, we feel each other with love.. we are full of love.. we are shining stars.. each one of us, we are here to be in tune with the nature of love, to follow love, to breath love, to seek love, to create love, to share love, to generate love, be one with love and live a life of dreams.. we deserve it
One of my basic rules as a world traveler was to recognize low frequency energies.. and turn to the left or to the right as soon as I bump into it.. give those energies or entities much love and respect, without offence, get the heck out of there as soon as I can, and rather than getting upset, I’d thank those beings for being who they are, thank them for appearing in my life to make me notice I was going the wrong way, and now I can continue to a place that will take me home.. because a place filled with chaos is not a place I call home.. Now how would I define a “low frequency, Chaotic place filled with negative energies”? it is a matter of attraction, each one of us vibrates in different frequencies, so things I would describe as “Chaos” would not bother other people I know. Well, As a musician, i am sensitive to sounds I don’t like; metal sounds, loud sounds including certain types of laughter, conversation or music.. smells, certain kinds of violent body movements or verbal energy.. faces that scare me, or body intuition that makes me feel uncomfortable. Then I would immediately act and leave, might I’d stay for a bit to see if I can transform the place, maybe its my mission to uplift the energy, bring love and light to the place with hugs, smiles, music I like.. or maybe I am getting sucked into greater forces and I should leave right away, if I am together with other friends I’d either say goodbye or convince them to leave as well..
Transforming situations is very very rewarding. I believe each on of us has the potential to transform a whole nation.. but if we are weakly caught in our body and mind limitations we are not powerful enough, we should accept our weakness, be responsible, look after our body and soul and run away as soon as we can before something happens that may hurt us somehow. I found in many experiences of these kind, that leaving an unsafe environment makes me feel so relaxed and fulfilled, it automatically leads me without expectations, to magical positive new situations that made me give thanks for choosing this new path.
Traveling the world, makes you realize how important our body is, the body is really the only thing we got, we are such fragile creatures, one little mistake and we might regret things for the rest of our lives.
I have lots and lots of regrets, but as long as my body is in one piece I keep reminding myself there is nothing to regret. Any “mistake” I made are only lessons, we are hear to experience ourselves, experience who we are, Life is a long process of learning lessons.. are soul is choosing to go through those experiences to learn something really valuable. So I give thanks and praise everyday, for being alive, for being aware, for having my body.. I look after my body, I feed it well. I stretch it regularly and continue to walk this earth in my mission to experience, enjoy, and save a planet or two on the way.. I believe this is why we are here.
